Since everyone is doing this, and im such a bandwagon person....
ill make a list of things i want to do with my life but probably wont be able to or have enough time for.
I started this in a comment on mikey's blog so some might be repeated...
I want to help people, i dont know/care how, as long as i make a positive difference in peoples lives.
I want to be a teacher.
I want to be a guidance councellor.
I want to work at silverthorn one day.
I want to be in a large scale musical and get paid for it.
I want to be in a movie.
I want to travel to many places, including Egypt, Greece and Cuba.
I want to stay friends with my high school friends.
I want to get a good salary and buy a nice house one day.
I want to have Amanda's house.
I want to AT LEAST have Amanda's parents bathroom.
I want to get married and be a good wife, not a shitty wife.
I want my marriage to be loving and happy.
I want to be a mom one day.
I want a happy family like mine used to be.
I want to make my friends and family proud.
I want to start dancing again.
I want to retire with a good pension and maybe move somewhere beautiful and/or tropical
(this way i can relax and be a happy old person and not be in my kids way)
I want to write a book.
I want to write many books.
I cant think of more at the moment but i know there are more.
I hate being sick.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
You're like a five year old on Christmas eve....
This weekend was pretty decent. I'm glad it was 4 days long.
I got accepted to Ryerson:D so now Ryerson and York are both possibilities.
I'm working on my trent application and i cant make it sound good. It just sounds really lame, but im running out of time. Oh well.
And yes Nate, I am pretty good at holding in my anger and hiding it but trust me its there. I think u saw a slight glimpse of my anger on thursday after school. Sorry I was grumpy but talking about certain things make me that way.
The Sears play was AWESOME. I am their number one fan!!! (I'm not going to say Mel because im sure i wasnt the only person who liked it) Jessica and Vincent were awesome, and Mikey, u and Thad kicked ass with that script. I really hope it moves on, it was a fantastic play:)
HAHA! The other day I went to my locker and a certain someone who I despise was sitting at her locker. Just as I walked past her the song "Mother Uckers" came on my iPod and I couldnt help but start laughing. Perfect timing. Too many mother uckers ucking with ma shi.
FUCK. Pizza....
(I swear there is a pattern in my endings it just always ends up being pizza.....)
I got accepted to Ryerson:D so now Ryerson and York are both possibilities.
I'm working on my trent application and i cant make it sound good. It just sounds really lame, but im running out of time. Oh well.
And yes Nate, I am pretty good at holding in my anger and hiding it but trust me its there. I think u saw a slight glimpse of my anger on thursday after school. Sorry I was grumpy but talking about certain things make me that way.
The Sears play was AWESOME. I am their number one fan!!! (I'm not going to say Mel because im sure i wasnt the only person who liked it) Jessica and Vincent were awesome, and Mikey, u and Thad kicked ass with that script. I really hope it moves on, it was a fantastic play:)
HAHA! The other day I went to my locker and a certain someone who I despise was sitting at her locker. Just as I walked past her the song "Mother Uckers" came on my iPod and I couldnt help but start laughing. Perfect timing. Too many mother uckers ucking with ma shi.
FUCK. Pizza....
(I swear there is a pattern in my endings it just always ends up being pizza.....)
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Let's get drunk and go to Mandarin
I was really irritable today. It was actually quite amusing. For once I told people how i felt, and it worked out pretty well. Nobody is smart enough to know that "I don't fucking care" means "I don't fucking care", but at least i voiced it. That felt nice.
Overall today was a good day though. Well actually not really... school was good. After school was aweful but thats not the kind of thing i write about in my blog. I'm going to write about....
....
What was it that Mrs. Zosim asked us to google yesterday? The origin of AIDS ? yes, I am going to go home and google "Man fucking animal". lmao I thought that was pretty funny. She is a pretty sick teacher, but at the moment my heart belongs to Mrs. Carter. I love that woman.
I never have any inspiration anymore. I can't even think of stuff to write in my blog about or stuff to write in my writers craft journal. I'm on the lookout for a positive change. So far the only one I can find is the weather getting warmer.
When I was little I always wanted to shave my legs. I would bug my mom to let me but she thought it was ridiculous that a 9 year old wanted to shave. Her reason was always that "you have blonde hair, so you cant even see it! Why would u want to shave when you are lucky enough to have pretty much invisible leg hair?". that was what everyone always said, but that pissed me off cuz its so wrong. Having blonde leg hair doesnt mean its invisible, in fact, it REFLECTS light. So whenever it was warm enough to be out in shorts, my legs had thousands of reflective hairs on them. Sure back then I didnt have much, but everyone always made the excuse that i shouldnt/couldnt shave because my leg hair was invisible. It really isnt. Just a stupid excuse.
I feel like im turning cold. Emotionally not physically. People piss me off at a higher rate than people make me happy, so I have been growing increasingly annoyed and frustrated. There are probably 6 people in the whole world that I talk to now that dont piss me off constantly. Out of the large number of ppl I interact with daily, 6 isnt enough. I dont want to sound or seem like a bitch but im so sick of people being stupid that i tend to point it out more often now. I just dont care like I used to. I refuse to be bothered and treated badly without a little retaliation once in a while.
This was a random entry.
Chicken Fingers
Overall today was a good day though. Well actually not really... school was good. After school was aweful but thats not the kind of thing i write about in my blog. I'm going to write about....
....
What was it that Mrs. Zosim asked us to google yesterday? The origin of AIDS ? yes, I am going to go home and google "Man fucking animal". lmao I thought that was pretty funny. She is a pretty sick teacher, but at the moment my heart belongs to Mrs. Carter. I love that woman.
I never have any inspiration anymore. I can't even think of stuff to write in my blog about or stuff to write in my writers craft journal. I'm on the lookout for a positive change. So far the only one I can find is the weather getting warmer.
When I was little I always wanted to shave my legs. I would bug my mom to let me but she thought it was ridiculous that a 9 year old wanted to shave. Her reason was always that "you have blonde hair, so you cant even see it! Why would u want to shave when you are lucky enough to have pretty much invisible leg hair?". that was what everyone always said, but that pissed me off cuz its so wrong. Having blonde leg hair doesnt mean its invisible, in fact, it REFLECTS light. So whenever it was warm enough to be out in shorts, my legs had thousands of reflective hairs on them. Sure back then I didnt have much, but everyone always made the excuse that i shouldnt/couldnt shave because my leg hair was invisible. It really isnt. Just a stupid excuse.
I feel like im turning cold. Emotionally not physically. People piss me off at a higher rate than people make me happy, so I have been growing increasingly annoyed and frustrated. There are probably 6 people in the whole world that I talk to now that dont piss me off constantly. Out of the large number of ppl I interact with daily, 6 isnt enough. I dont want to sound or seem like a bitch but im so sick of people being stupid that i tend to point it out more often now. I just dont care like I used to. I refuse to be bothered and treated badly without a little retaliation once in a while.
This was a random entry.
Chicken Fingers
Thursday, February 5, 2009
THAT DOES IT!
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!
WHY IS EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD SO STUPID!?!?!
I'm ready to explode with held-in anger since September and I really don't feel like it. I just wish people would stop pissing me off so I could calm down for once instead of having all the anger built up inside. I feel like that kid coming from the dentist in the video Nathan posted. I need to scream like that kid. Totally random and out of the blue, just let it all out.
At least my blog followers are alright. I guess I should give u guys some credit for not being total selfish dickheads.
I like youtube because it is entertaining and it makes me laugh.
OH MY GOD THE OFFICE IS ON TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!
MY LIFE JUST GOT THAT MUCH BETTER!!!!!
I MEAN, SERIOUSLY. I DON'T CARE THAT PPL SUCK, THE OFFICE IS ON SOON!
That realization made my night. I'm glad I had the chance to capture it on blog.
Everytime I try to read a book they always suck. Ugh. I need a hobby. I could dismantle trains maybe....nawww....
I get into really random crazy moods when i write in my blog lately, i end up writing my whole blog in about 10 minutes and when i read back it mostly doesnt make sense. sorry about that.
I am quitting pop cold turkey. It's really hard. I crave it constantly:( I watched Repo again yesterday. I love that movie. Haha pop cold turkey. That would taste gross.
10 years from now friends wont exist. I mean, even now everyone misuses the term "friend". Friends are people that you are there for no matter what and people you stick up for. People that you trust and people who truly care about you. Going by that definition... I have about 4 friends. Going by todays gotta have em all definition, I have approximately 302. (According to facebook) Like i said, in 10 years people wont even know the true meaning of friendship and the world will be a terrible place.
I like true friends. They are pretty awesome. Im glad ive got some, because without them id have gone insane by now.
This may only be funny if you have seen the movie the neverending story, but maybe not. I'd give it a try, it made me happy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pC3n-LC3Em4&feature=channel
Anyways I'm going to stop ranting.
Pizza
WHY IS EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD SO STUPID!?!?!
I'm ready to explode with held-in anger since September and I really don't feel like it. I just wish people would stop pissing me off so I could calm down for once instead of having all the anger built up inside. I feel like that kid coming from the dentist in the video Nathan posted. I need to scream like that kid. Totally random and out of the blue, just let it all out.
At least my blog followers are alright. I guess I should give u guys some credit for not being total selfish dickheads.
I like youtube because it is entertaining and it makes me laugh.
OH MY GOD THE OFFICE IS ON TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!
MY LIFE JUST GOT THAT MUCH BETTER!!!!!
I MEAN, SERIOUSLY. I DON'T CARE THAT PPL SUCK, THE OFFICE IS ON SOON!
That realization made my night. I'm glad I had the chance to capture it on blog.
Everytime I try to read a book they always suck. Ugh. I need a hobby. I could dismantle trains maybe....nawww....
I get into really random crazy moods when i write in my blog lately, i end up writing my whole blog in about 10 minutes and when i read back it mostly doesnt make sense. sorry about that.
I am quitting pop cold turkey. It's really hard. I crave it constantly:( I watched Repo again yesterday. I love that movie. Haha pop cold turkey. That would taste gross.
10 years from now friends wont exist. I mean, even now everyone misuses the term "friend". Friends are people that you are there for no matter what and people you stick up for. People that you trust and people who truly care about you. Going by that definition... I have about 4 friends. Going by todays gotta have em all definition, I have approximately 302. (According to facebook) Like i said, in 10 years people wont even know the true meaning of friendship and the world will be a terrible place.
I like true friends. They are pretty awesome. Im glad ive got some, because without them id have gone insane by now.
This may only be funny if you have seen the movie the neverending story, but maybe not. I'd give it a try, it made me happy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pC3n-LC3Em4&feature=channel
Anyways I'm going to stop ranting.
Pizza
Monday, February 2, 2009
Yay life! but wait...i thought second semester was supposed to get easier...
Okay so today was the first day of semester one. I was going for a low-level stress semester and i was feeling it was going to happen. But what happened today ? lets think.
At lunch i got dragged to choir and apparently i have 3 weeks to learn 3 songs before a competition in Bomingville. ( however you spell it) That was shitty news. I hate choir. I hate Mr.Kissel. Now i have to ride a short bus to a town ive never heard of with him to sing songs that i hate. Ugh.
After school I went to Miracle Worker. It was supposed to end at 5 but it ended at 7. Everyone tried to quit the play but we ended up signing on for even more work than we had in the first place. Ill be happy about this when the show is over with...but until then i shall suffer the consequences twice a week for 2-4 hours after school.
Classes were so incredibly awesome and easy. Too bad my extra-curriculars had to ruin the simplicity of having an easy and relaxing semester. Why are teachers such assholes? I'm pretty sure teachers college is a set of manipulation courses. Seriously. Teachers can manipulate your life and it sucks. First Mr.Kissel, and now Mrs. Atwell with her "dedication and believing in yourselves is the only thing standing in your way of a fantastic play. So whats it gonna be? Will you trust yourselves and believe you can do this? Or will you put the last 3 months work to waste?" That was not a direct quote but you get the jist of it. Grrrrr.... so much for getting a job.
Speaking of getting a job, I don't think I want to work at red lobster anymore. I'd rather find a job at square one or sherway that closes fairly early and doesnt require me to work basically all weekend EVERY weekend. Actually I wish i could just find money in a waterproof bag in the back ceramic part of my toilet. I should check into that....
Nope. no money. sigh. STINKY!!!!!
When I was little I used to call poo stinky, and when I had to poo I would tell people that I was going to go stinky. lol it sounded so hilarious and nobody ever knew what the fuck i was talking about. Damnit mom and dad, poo isnt a bad word to teach your kid. At least my kindergarten class wouldnt look at me so weird when I told them I was going to poo. Id be normal:(
I mooned my kindergarten class. I didnt get in trouble but for some reason I felt bad about it so I cried and told my mom when I got home. It's funny how when you are little the strangest things make you feel bad. Mooning isnt a crime. Is it? I guess it depends on the situation...? Maybe im just crazy. . . but i mean if you mooned the prime minister you would probably get in trouble. HA! mooning Stephen Harper would be fun.
Woah i have no idea where that crazy rant came from.
Sausage.
At lunch i got dragged to choir and apparently i have 3 weeks to learn 3 songs before a competition in Bomingville. ( however you spell it) That was shitty news. I hate choir. I hate Mr.Kissel. Now i have to ride a short bus to a town ive never heard of with him to sing songs that i hate. Ugh.
After school I went to Miracle Worker. It was supposed to end at 5 but it ended at 7. Everyone tried to quit the play but we ended up signing on for even more work than we had in the first place. Ill be happy about this when the show is over with...but until then i shall suffer the consequences twice a week for 2-4 hours after school.
Classes were so incredibly awesome and easy. Too bad my extra-curriculars had to ruin the simplicity of having an easy and relaxing semester. Why are teachers such assholes? I'm pretty sure teachers college is a set of manipulation courses. Seriously. Teachers can manipulate your life and it sucks. First Mr.Kissel, and now Mrs. Atwell with her "dedication and believing in yourselves is the only thing standing in your way of a fantastic play. So whats it gonna be? Will you trust yourselves and believe you can do this? Or will you put the last 3 months work to waste?" That was not a direct quote but you get the jist of it. Grrrrr.... so much for getting a job.
Speaking of getting a job, I don't think I want to work at red lobster anymore. I'd rather find a job at square one or sherway that closes fairly early and doesnt require me to work basically all weekend EVERY weekend. Actually I wish i could just find money in a waterproof bag in the back ceramic part of my toilet. I should check into that....
Nope. no money. sigh. STINKY!!!!!
When I was little I used to call poo stinky, and when I had to poo I would tell people that I was going to go stinky. lol it sounded so hilarious and nobody ever knew what the fuck i was talking about. Damnit mom and dad, poo isnt a bad word to teach your kid. At least my kindergarten class wouldnt look at me so weird when I told them I was going to poo. Id be normal:(
I mooned my kindergarten class. I didnt get in trouble but for some reason I felt bad about it so I cried and told my mom when I got home. It's funny how when you are little the strangest things make you feel bad. Mooning isnt a crime. Is it? I guess it depends on the situation...? Maybe im just crazy. . . but i mean if you mooned the prime minister you would probably get in trouble. HA! mooning Stephen Harper would be fun.
Woah i have no idea where that crazy rant came from.
Sausage.
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